14/11/2008
Forgiving the unforgivable is grace.
Yet who is the one who defines who falls in the category that is unforgivable?
I dont bear grudges.
I am not hot tempered.
In fact i easily forgive others most of the time.
I think everything just ran a little too deep this time.
I think any friendship should only be given up under one condition.
A breakdown of morals.
I dont believe a person s frequency would change so drastically, simply because past experiences will remain as past.
It is already set in stone, recorded down in the memory bank.
Whatever event that happened in the past has had an impact on the present person you see.
Hence no change can be too drastic, unless one ignores / resist that change.
But what happened cannot be denied.
I really dont understand why sometimes we are just so impatient.
Unable to give ourselves the room and time to learn and grow.
I dont understand why humans can so easily let go something so precious just simply because it hurt.
What about its value?
Being hurt does not reduce the value of a friendship.
It is just an opportunity to learn and grow together.
I've given up a friendship i fought so hard to keep.
I have never fought harder to keep a friendship.
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I give up because i was given up.
Yet to forgive is not to give up the friendship.
Simply because by giving up in totality, is to close all doors possible of a renewal on the friendship.
I can throw away the key, but i will throw away my heart that can love.
The nuances are really getting on my nerves.
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To be forgiven is grace.
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I will live a life of love.
God thank you for bringing me to the truth twice today.
Scintillate, Sparkle, Shine