Joey is currently conducting a self assessment progression analysis.

Joey wonders if he has been mugging too hard.
Joey is glad that he has been able to mug rather consistently through the past 4 - 5 weeks.
Yet Joey seems to feel the need to push harder when there is lesser work at the current moment.
Higher activation energy required, no more catalyst (Homework)...

Joey takes life as it is, never fearing the mountain like workload waiting for him.
Joey learns how to mug fast, i.e 40 pages of econs notes in one hour, three chapters of organic chemistry in one bus ride.
Joey feels guilty every time he slacks, it is as if he has committed an abomination.
Joey wonders who is free on Friday to go out with him.
Joey is highly intrigued by his stomach, because he ate at 7pm, and now at 11pm he feels the hunger within.
Joey wonders why has econs permeate into every single subject, especially Gp.

Joey needs to learn how to rest.
Yet when Joey tries to learn this, he remembers what Jill said to him last year, to not lose the pace in mugging.
Ops, rest and slacking is different.
Yet in such a zzz society, how do we even find the difference between the both?


Joey envies all the sec3s whose life looks so comfortable compared to his. (Which i know is untrue, and Joey should stop comparing)
For one, Joey has been taking exams and tests at 550pm, sometimes ending at 710pm.
This is a common practice for Joey.

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Now after some slacking / resting, (unable to distinguish difference, ironically JC caliber?)
Joey feels much better.
I think its because i decided to talk to those close to me.
And i suddenly feel human again, and not filled with economic and chemistry terms.
Like conc H2SO4, Cleavage Oxidation, Mild oxidation, gini coefficient, inordinate, sustained general increase in prices = inflation.... .... ....

Joey knows he is worth so much more than this, and can achieve so much more than this.
As thought and predicted by himself, he has been learning lessons on learning itself once again after 4 -5 weeks in school.
Life keeps changing, its evolving, or at least i choose to look at it this way.
Guess that s where Joey growth comes in? (Economic growth = national income rises, and other conditions applied)

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Only through the grace of Christ

Keep rocking on!