It is 50 days to A LEVELS...
I would be half way through the 100 days mark.

JC life has been...a bumpy ride...
I am nearing the end...of this ride...and would continue my life on a different vehicle.
I am lost with words to express and describe my JC life...i thought i had many words...but...

Was two years too fast?
Yet there were so many things that happened as well.
Maybe everything happened too fast that i didnt have enough time to remember what happened.
Maybe i spent too much time thinking about studies.
Maybe i am so numb to what happened already.

I am glad to say walking near God the past few days feels awesome.
Feels certain and secured.
Blessed are those who put their trust in Him.

Prelims was an overkill...
I know...

I need time to sit down and think about my past 2 years in IJC...
But i am afraid i might not find the memories to recollect as studies took up 80% of my brain space.
The other 20% of the brain space is used to activate the 80%.

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What really matters to me?
That i can answer...
What really matters to me now?
The answer that i give to the second question does not tally with the first.

Things are starting to settle down...somehow...
I should start praying for my friends again...
Start...what needs to be started...

The following line would reflect my current frame of thought.
I am sitting down...and thinking why am i sitting down.

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My friend told me this over the Msn convo..

Friend... says (11:04 PM):
i can nvr forget the way he asked for my number when we were supposed to part n nvr meet again
Called To Scintillate (Me) says (11:04 PM):
Wa.
how did he ask?
hahaha
Friend... says (11:05 PM):
i was tired so i was squating and den he asked do u think we can still talk like this again
den i say sth like if got fate jiu will
den he borrow my handphone and type his number in
den i totally melted
i was quite ok with not contacting him b4 he did tt

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My answer to life right now...
Go ask God.