POP on thursday. I dont care about it. Cause I know God s going to take care of everything. This was not the reason why I came here to post. To be honest, I rather not post about my life...but things that goes on in my head. Unheard of. Unspoken.

To you...reader who still thinks this blog is alive...
These are soft whispers even I find hard to catch...

I secretly want a friend to buy me music...that I have never set my ears on before, tunes unheard, and I did fall in love with it, dance with it.
I want to eat awfully chocolate cake for my birthday, but food is no longer that appealing to me anymore.
I want a birthday surprise I have to remember for life.
I want words and photos that provokes my thoughts and emotions.
I want a friend to sit beside me and talk till the sunsets.
I want to go on mission trips with my future girlfriend.
I want to go new york...central park.
I want to go Disneyland with my future girlfriend too.

**I want to kiss my future girlfriend while the rain pours down on us.
So extremely cheesy, but that imagery has always stuck in my...head.

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Dont forget. Just make guest appearances.

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You fight for memories, but what if memories has already left and there is nothing left to fight for?

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I guess I will find you in the next season. I hope.