You know what is your charm?
It is not in your face.
It is in your personality.
It doesnt look like a lot, but it is everything.

Never take girls seriously for their words, take them seriously for their feelings.
Yet you will never know how they really feel because they cant describe their own feelings, and thats how they mislead the whole world.

When you find out a friendship blooms a little further.
M: I feel so annoyed, frustrated, upset, urgh!!! I didnt intend this to happen.
V: Because you lost control.
M: I was about to say that.


V: Girls cut guys off when they find out that the guy likes them, because they want to protect themself, and protect the guy.
After thinking a while.
M: But there is noting left to protect, because by then the friendship is already dead. NOTHING LEFT.
Guys would not cut girls off even if they found out the girl like them because it is completely unfair. We might just be more cautious about the friendship, but to completely kill the friendship is unfair. We just think we will give you time to handle your own feelings.


I still dont understand why you did what you did.
I still ask the question, when and how.
I cant rationalise if i dont have that answer.
So i shall shut up and stop thinking about it, till then.
I hope i would get to talk to you again some day.
And God will create that some day, for me, for us, for this.